Monday, September 27, 2010

My Precious Prune

This past Friday marked 9 weeks. I'm currently in week 10 of pregnancy (I'm 9 weeks 3 days). I'm still battling good ol' nausea, but I'm also battling hypoglycemia (low blood sugar) and hypotension (low blood pressure). I've taken to eating every 2 hours to help with the blood sugar and I'm trying to drink as much as possible with an occasional helping of salt or a salty food.

But enough about me: here's what's happening with Little Titus this week!

He/she is nearly an inch and a half long, the size of a prune. Bones and cartilage are forming, and small indentations on the legs are developing into knees and ankles. The arms (complete with elbows) can flex already. The baby's teeth are forming under the gums. (Though they won't break through the gums until baby is close to 6 months old.) The baby's stomach is producing digestive juices, the kidneys are producing larger quantities of urine, and if it's a boy, he's already producing testosterone. (Oh, boy!) If we could take a peek inside the womb, we would be able to see tiny fingernails and toenails forming along with peach like hair all over the baby's body.


Reflections:
Looking forward to Friday when I go for my first appointment with my doctor. There I should be able to hear the heartbeat with Doppler! Then Monday is the first ultrasound!

Monday, September 20, 2010

And nausea sets in... Ugh.

Well last week I got hit with that good ol' pregnancy nausea. I thought I had escaped the dreaded thing, but no. So food cravings have changed, needless to say. From hot dogs and hot sauce to potatoes and starch.  From pregnancy glow to pregnancy green. How is it possible that such a small being can make you so sick?

This is week 9 (I'm 8 weeks and 3 days) and the baby is 1 inch long or the size of a green olive or grape this week. All the baby's joints such as the knees, elbows, shoulders, ankles, and wrists are working and allowing the baby to move about freely within the amniotic sac. The baby's heart began beating around day 24, but now his/her heart has divided into four chambers, and the valves are beginning to develop. The baby can also make a fist and may begin to suck his/her thumb.



Reflections:
Up to this point, the pregnancy has been kind of like a ghost in my mind. I had no symptoms other than being extremely tired, a missed period, and strange cravings. But once this nausea hit, boy did it hit me. If I had any doubts before about being pregnant, I sure don't now. Here in a couple of weeks, I will go for the first ultrasound. I think that will truly bring it home for both Brad and I. Can't wait!

Monday, September 13, 2010

7 Weeks and Counting...

This week, the baby is about a half an inch - the size of a raspberry! But growth is getting more and more difficult to estimate - growth occurs at about the rate of one millimeter each day. But that growth isn't necessarily just in height. Spurts can occur in the arms, legs, back and other parts of the body.

This week an upper lip is forming, the tip of the nose is starting to protrude, and thin, tiny eyelids. And the webbed fingers and toes are starting to differentiate now! The ears are continuing to form as well as the bones and the muscles can contract. Everything that is present in an adult human is now present in the baby.







Here is a picture representation of the baby at week 7.






Reflections:
As I was browsing the web for a picture of the baby, I stumbled upon several real pictures of babies aborted at 8 weeks. You could see tiny hands and feet. At this point in the pregnancy, I would be able to hear the heart beat (though I haven't yet). I cannot fathom having the baby aborted! It's a life! It has everything you and I have, just in smaller proportions. It has life flowing through it - it has blood. I can't understand a woman's desire, need, whatever it is, to abort her unborn baby. (I refuse to call it an embryo or fetus - it's a baby.) I have already grown to love this little being inside of me. It depends on me for survival. How can I take away it's life because of my choice? It doesn't have a choice. How does my choice become more important than life? How is that fair?








Friday, September 3, 2010

My Little Blueberry

So, today is the beginning of week 6.

The baby's nose, mouth and ears are beginning to take shape. The heart is beating about 100 to 160 times a minute - almost twice as fast as mine - and blood is beginning to go through it's little body. The intestines are developing, and the bud of tissue that will become the lungs has appeared. The pituitary gland is forming along with the rest of the brain, muscles and bones. The biggest fetal growth this week is the baby's head, with new brain cells being generated at the rate of 100 cells per minute! (No wonder I'm so tired!)

Right now, it's a quarter of an inch long, about the size of a lentil bean or a blueberry! Small, yes, but 10,000 times bigger now than it was a month ago!

Reflections:
I've always marveled at the miracle that is a tiny newborn baby. But as this pregnancy continues and I experience that life growing in me, it changes my perspective. How amazing is it that life is created from two cells that we can't see with our eyes? But those two cells will eventually become a living, breathing, beautiful baby, in a process all orchestrated by a loving God.

Something else I've also experienced recently is a sense of responsibility. God has not given me this baby as my own. It is His child, His creation. He has entrusted it to me to raise and love, but ultimately it is His. What an awesome responsibility! God has entrusted me to care for one of His prized creations! I can only guess how Mary must have felt - carrying the actual flesh of God in her womb.

I can only imagine at this point what that little person will be like: what color eyes, what color hair, boy or girl, shy or outgoing. But there is One who knows exactly what this little "blueberry" will be like.

Jeremiah 1:5 - "Before I formed thee in the belly I knew thee;"
Matthew 10:30 "But the very hairs of your head are all numbered."

I don't know what the future holds with this little one, but He knows.

Wednesday, September 1, 2010

The baby right now...

So right now the baby (whom Brad is calling "Tadpole Titus") is 1.5 - 2.5 mm, the size of a sweet pea. It's heart is completely formed, only about 3/4 of the way, but it will begin to beat this week! In addition, the reproductive, cardiovascular, nervous, and other major systems will begin to develop.

Just beginning!

Welcome to my blog. Here I will post updates about my pregnancy, and then the subsequent birth of my baby.

So, I'm 5 weeks pregnant. We just found out Monday. We were going to wait until after the first doctor's appointment to tell everyone, but Brad was too excited to wait any longer. :) He's literally been bouncing since Monday.

So far, no nausea. I'm extremely exhausted, though. I've got a great excuse to go take a nap! ;)

I've been craving hot sauce and hot dogs. Sounds gross, right? But imagine a hotdog with jalapenos and hot sauce on top... Yum. That might be dinner tonight...

So, that's all for now. I'll update again later.